Day 7 A Song That Reminds You of a Certain Event

So today's song was really difficult to decide on. I don't really have a song that reminds me of any event! I decided finally to go with The Way You Look Tonight sung by Michael Buble. I have known this song for as long as I can remember. It was in Father of the Bride. My dad of course loved the movies so I grew up with them. And thus I grew up loving this song. Every time we hear it my dad always says that when I get married he and I will have our father daughter dance to this song. I guess it reminds me of my wedding, an event that hasn't happened yet and is quite far off in the future haha! So here it is! Enjoy and I'll see you guys tomorrow!!

Day 6 A Song that Reminds you of Somewhere

I chose Airplanes by B.o.B. feat Haley Williams for today. This song came out right before summer started last year. I definitely associate this song with Provo in the summer. I definitely had one of the BEST summers ever, despite a ton of drama and people being stupid I still had a great time. I got to go back to school and for the first time ever I actually did pretty dang good.
On an unrelated note, what is it with all of the girls who are absolute JERKS, who play games and treat people like CRAP getting married? I don't understand. I don't necessarily want to get married right now, I'm enjoying the whole having my own life thing, but I would however just like to have a boyfriend. I can't even get a date and this girl who totally uses people and thinks only of herself is getting MARRIED. I mean, she started dating a friend of mine and then texted him saying she couldn't date him because he was a fat slob. He's not even fat nor is he a slob! I kinda sorta want to punch her in the face...and she's getting married. I'm so sick of this.
Anyway, sorry back to the song thing...Good song, reminds me of Provo in the summer. Enjoy and I'll see ya'll tomorrow.

Day 5 A Song That Reminds Me of Someone

So the song I picked for today is Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen. Who doesn't kinda love this song? It's seriously a classic. It reminds me of my best childhood friend, Virginia. We would pretend we were sisters all the time and we cried when we had to say goodbye. I remember we had plans to go to Australia after I went to a great ballet school in Paris and she finished her education in Australia. I think it goes without saying that we didn't exactly get the chance to do that, we were kinda about 7 or 8 when we made those plans. Anyway, we kinda grew apart as we got older since we lived so far away from each other, I still considered her to be my best friend though. After high school she developed cancer and passed away in September of 2007. I still miss her. I remember this song from when we were little girls listening to it while riding in her mom's car. One of my most vivid memories was sitting in a dollar store parking lot playing tic tack toe on her jeans and listening to this song on a sunny summer day. I will forever associate her with this song as well as Who Knew by Pink but that's a song I associate more with her death. So I decided to go with the song I associate with her life. Her life and her death have played such a big part in who I am today. She had so much to do with me deciding to go on a mission. Like I said I miss her she was a wonderful person. So enjoy, have a great day and I'll see you tomorrow!

Day Four A Song That Makes Me Sad

I love He is We and I love their song- blame it on the rain. This song is beautiful and the reason it makes me sad is because I feel like it's the story of my life. It's really an amazing song. It's simple yet expressive.
I'm kinda glad that I get to do a song that makes me sad today because I just feel like it fits my frame of mind so well. Have a great day and enjoy the song! See you tomorrow!

Day 3 A Song That Makes Me Happy

I love this song, I love Sara Bareilles I think she is a great artist! Enjoy and I'll see all ya'll tomorrow!

Day 2 My Least Favorite Song

I hate hate hate this song. I feel like she sounds like a dying animal when she sings this. I still cringe when it comes on the radio. ENJOY! See ya'll tomorrow.

Day One-My Favorite Song

I'm going to try and do the 30 day song challenge! It's super hard to pick out my favorite song but right now it's gotta be Someone Like You by Adelle. I love this song, I love her voice, and I can't get enough of it! Enjoy!

Haunted Secrets

Every once in a while I'll be somewhere and something will remind me of my mission and all of a sudden I'll be back in Florida on the University campus riding my bike in the rain. It's like I'm really back there. Or I'm in a car on the way to visit a ward member. It's enough to knock me out for the rest of the day. I literally almost can't function. It's like my mission and the fact I went home early because I was sick is haunting me. I know everyone says that I've doing quite a bit of missionary work since my mission, but nothing can get the nagging thought that I was kinda cheated out of the rest of my mission out of the back of my head.
It's mission reunion season and I probably won't get to go to mine this time which I'm kinda sad about but I keep reminding me that I'm always depressed when I get back from the reunions. I don't know as many people as everyone else and I don't feel like I belong. No one cares if I'm there. No one's excited to see me there. It's not much of a reunion for me. That's devastating. I know I shouldn't care, but I do. Anyway, this is just what's on my mind. I went to a friend's homecoming today and then a kid from my home ward is leaving on a mission and between the two I just felt tortured by the "what if". I know I would be a different person right now if I had, but not a better different person. That's honestly what keeps me going.

What can you do when your good isn't good enough